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Just Do It

12/14/2011

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Jon and I got a new kitty. His name is Hanx. He's 1.5 years old and is a Russian Blue, we think. I had the best connection with him at the shelter and knew the moment I picked him up that he'd come home with us. I love him!

This post, though, is about my inability to stick to a fitness routine. I tie this to my childhood when I quit everything I started. The only thing I can do with any regularity is walking, which I love to do. I should start walking to work before I start riding my bike, that'll make it less intimidating. It's around 3 miles, not too bad. Anyway, I stuck to Frisbee over the summer but only because Jon also stuck to Frisbee. In the fall when I was playing and he wasn't I rarely went to the games! We both want to start running again, learn to play tennis, and I'd love to continue with the New Rules of Lifting for Women. I started the NROLFW a couple months ago and stuck with it until I lost the book. Once we get the kitty acclimated we should start doing these things. In fact, I should start doing them myself. I've already proven that given a running buddy or frisbee buddy I'll stick to it, but by myself I lack conviction. This is something I ought to dive into; I wasn't blessed with Jon's lightning fast metabolism! I'm lucky that I've stuck to a normal weight for the past 5 years with minimal activity and a good diet, but it's not good enough. I've never felt comfortable.

I don't want this to be a space where I complain, so this is just my space to say I'm doing it. I'll start running, slowly, again today and do some yoga and weights. I'll buy NROLFW again (bahhhh hate losing things) and pick that back up in the new year.
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Challenging My Routine

07/23/2011

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For 8 months now Jon has been working part time while I've been working full time. It may sound like a problem, but actually it was pretty ideal. Except for the fact that we were low on money constantly, we were really  happy. Jon requires a lot of alone time while I require almost none- so it worked out well. By the time I got home from work he spent the day missing me, wanted to hang out, and was generally energized and full of information that he wanted to share. 

For the 2 weeks that he's been working full time he's left for work before me, come home hours after me, and is generally wiped by the time he gets home. I miss him, and I'm going through a period where I'm wallowing in self pity. Nothing has changed on my end - I still come home with energy and want to hang out and get some quality time in. He's messing up my routine.

Yes we'll have more money, but is it worth it? Right now, no. Maybe we'll address the situation and come up with a solution (not maybe, we're definitely going to do that), but right now he's throwing off my routine and rendering me pretty unhappy at home. Sigh. We've got a pretty strong relationship so I know we'll work through this with hardly any problems, it's just stressful right now.

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First tree climbed

03/24/2011

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I'm 23 and had never climbed a tree until a couple weeks ago. Luckily there's a huge climb-able tree in my front yard! The second picture here is usually where I perch. It'd be a nice spot to read if I didn't live on a semi high-trafficked road. Still, a lovely experience.
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Progress

03/24/2011

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Epiphany! Doing things naturally doesn't mean obsessively buying natural products to replace unnecessary ones. If the product is unnecessary, get rid of it. Simplicity is key.

My tinctures are tincturing :) I've got some Bee Pollen and St. John's Wort going right now.
I'm getting some Dong Quai for my menopausal mother and some Valerian Root for my sleep deprived boyfriend. I'm also getting some Plantain to put in our first aid kits in preparation for mosquito season! Is it obvious I'm drinking this in like water? 

*The second picture above is of my cold brewed yerba mate with some mint leaves. I'm going to let it sit overnight and use some in a smoothie tomorrow morning.

This is all so fun!

<3Eve
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Tinctures and Spritzers oh my!

03/09/2011

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There are a lot of things I want to do: blend my own tea, make tinctures, make my own soap, perfume and go without shampoo. I want to make my own clothes, paint my furniture and eat only organic food, preferably that I grow myself.

So far the only thing I've tackled is the food. I saw Food Matters a few years ago and that kick started my quest for food with positive energy. I now work at an all organic cafe, buy groceries from Orlando Organics and organic food from Publix when I can. 

Only recently have I come to terms with the fact that all good things come in time. Sometimes when I mention these things that I want to do to people they pressure me and try to motivate me by asking, "so are you doing it, yet?" and the answer is no. Honestly I'm working overtime every week to try and save up some money so my interest is mostly in working and eating and sleeping. Occasionally though I'll get excited about something and do it. That's how I finally started ordering Orlando Organics. That's how I started finally getting excited about tea and experimenting with  blends. Now, I'm excited about herbs and essential oils. All good things come in time. These changes have to happen organically or else they'll never stick. Just expressing an interest in doing things isn't enough to start a habit, and I want these changes to become habits.

I've had this very mild long lasting headache and queasy feeling for a few weeks now and am now thinking about being proactive in my health. I've just ordered 4oz of Bee Pollen from Mountain Rose Herbs and 1/2 oz Peppermint Essential Oil. The Bee Pollen is to make a tincture. This was the video that came in my email today that kickstarted my excitement about tinctures.

The Peppermint Essential Oil is something I've been wanting for a while now. I read recently that people used to rub their dinner tables with peppermint prior to meals, because peppermint aides in digestion. Intrigued by this, I looked up more benefits of peppermint and was BLOWN AWAY. Check this out, from mountainroseherbs.com:

Benefits: Acne, asthma, bronchitis, cholera, colds, cough, cramps, dermatitis, diarrhea, exhaustion, fainting, fever, flatulence, flu, gaseous indigestion and irritated colon, halitosis, headache, hysteria, indigestion, insect bites, kidney stones and gallstones, mental fatigue, migraine, motion sickness, mouth or gum infections, muscular pain, nausea, nerve pain, nervous disorders, neuralgia, palpitations, poor circulation, respiratory disorders, sinusitis, toothache, travel sickness, vertigo, vomiting. DIffusing peppermint into the air may help with many ailments, from headaches to an upset stomach.

That was enough to sell me. Overall healing herbs remind me of the crazy magical world we live in. Besides the fact that I've heard old wives tales for what feels like FOREVER that mint is great for you, this list was the selling point. I'll be using it multiple ways - one way is as a spritzer for my home, another is as a spritzer for myself... I guess a perfume would be a way to categorize that. The other is direct application, for when I have headaches. I've looked up many recipes for the spritzers, here's one of them. 

Room sprays can be made to have the same effects as the facial spritzers, but the carrier recipe is slightly changed for the essential oils to diffuse properly throughout the room. Use 1.5 oz distilled water and 1.5 oz of high-proof alcohol such as 100% proof vodka in the spritzer bottle. Add 30-40 drops of essential oil to the carrier formula and spray this around the room to freshen and provide aromatherapy benefits.

I can't wait!!!!

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Back to normalcy

03/01/2011

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Boyfriend has returned. It's been 5 months since he's been back, and it was 5 months he was gone. Life is good, and fulfilling. I find that my need for a blog to dump all my ideas is lessened because of the quality time I get to spend with him. 

We've moved to a place that doesn't require a car. Of course we have cars because we've had cars and it's more difficult to get rid of one you already have than to go out and acquire one you don't. I live 2.5 miles from my work and can get most anything done within a 5 mile vicinity. It's wonderful! 

Right now my thoughts are less angry and more positive - what can I do to better myself, what should I eat to make sure my body is highly functioning. I've been drinking a lot of tea, too, which will come in a later blog post. Tea plays a HUGE role in my life right now, including a probably slow moving tea blog. It's nice because I'm living pretty frugally right now and tea is my main indulgence. As far as indulgences go, it's pretty cheap. Especially because I work at a tea house so... sometimes free. More on tea later, I just wanted to post an update to log that I'm OK and just living peacefully. Not as much anger these days.

Peace,
Eve

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Why!

08/05/2010

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Sometimes it's physically painful to be without the one person I want to be with. He won't be back for another couple months and I haven't received a letter from him in around 2 weeks. It's driving me crazy. All I want to do is hug him and be with him, talk to him, hold his hand. I want to hear about his day and tell him about mine, drink tea, watch TV, read together and listen to music. It's hot out but I still want to go on walks with him. 

This week I've been staring out the window from 3:30 until the mail comes, usually around 3:45-4. Why this week is especially hard I have no idea.

Bahhhh come back to me!!
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Embracing the Summer Heat

06/29/2010

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It's reaching mid 90's regularly now and I'm finding a new mindset helps with coping. Today, mid-afternoon, I walked a couple miles to reach the movie theater to catch Toy Story 3 with my Mum. I used this new mindset to try and embrace the warmth that was hugging me in return and found that I wasn't hot at all until the moment I hit the A/C of the theater. It was mid 90's outside and it wasn't hot until I reached the man made cool indoors. That was comforting, to know my body could quickly adapt to the heat I usually avoid like the plague.

The new mindset is thanks to both a recent reading of Tales of Adam by Daniel Quinn, and a frequent customer at the restaurant where I work. The latter came in huffing yesterday, around 7 months pregnant, confiding in me that she's been having to tell herself over and over that she loves the warmth in order to deal with this Florida heat. It triggered my memory of this story in Tales of Adam that was really great... I'll sum it up:
(Substitute the word cold with heat and it applies)

"Your muscles are protesting the hopeless task you've given them, the task of denying to the cold the tiny space your body encompasses. It can't be done, and your muscles know it. If you don't make way, you will be crushed. In either case, the cold will have the space you're trying to defend. It has already entered into everything in these hills - into the ground, into the trees, into the birds and animals and insects, even into me. You alone are suffering because you alone are trying to push back this mighty force with the strength of your puny muscles. The cold isn't your enemy .... but it will crush you as though it were an enemy if you don't make way."
"I don't know how," Abel chattered.
"Relax your muscles." his father replied. "Stop struggling to keep the cold out. Let it flow through your body. Give it the space it will have in any case. Then you'll see that it isn't malevolent or hostile - or indeed anything that is thinking of you at all."
Adam said, "There's almost always a way to move alongside the power of the elements. Never oppose them directly as though they were enemies to be overcome. If you do, you'll be crushed like an egg under a boulder."

There was a great story before this in the book to illustrate the point, but I'll have to recommend getting the book and not write the whole thing on this blog post!

Don't fight the elements, embrace them and work with them.

Warmly,
Eve

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Kittens, Puppies or Babies

06/24/2010

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Boy kitten, puppy or baby names-

Graham Rafael
Milo Xavier
 Adrian Micah
Phoenix Alexander
Gabriel Nicolas
Isaac Jonathan
Jordan Oliver

Click *read more* on the lower right to see the rest of my future boy and girl kitten, puppy or children's names, as I don't wish to have this long list eat up the whole page :)

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Cut down on consumerism

06/22/2010

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Consumerism really is an easy target nowadays. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to realize no one needs as much crap as the western world has to offer. No thank you, baconnaise, I'm quite alright. 

It's one thing to talk anti-consumerism, it's another thing to live it. I'm almost itching to buy new clothes because of a past addiction I may have had, but the very absurdity of it turns me away. I've got a full closet! And for what, why in the world do I need that many variations of an outfit? My goal in the next few years or so is to accumulate quality staples and rid myself of the rest - and keep it that way. It's easy to purge but not so easy to keep it purged sometimes.

I love this blog post by Uberblond and identify with it. I want to do this "challenge" and prove to myself and others that it's all a game.

Then I read an article at about the same time about how when Tom Ford was working for Gucci he would pick an outfit a season (one season it was a pair of dark jeans, a white t-shirt and a black sweater), have it bought in multiples and just wear that every day so he could focus on the designing. I got really into the idea and started digging around. karl lagerfeld does a similar thing: he has a shape that he repeats over and over and over again and keeps that same shape in two colors (black and white). both of these guys, among other fashion people, have talked about the liberation of a uniform and how it frees their thought process.

I got kinda obsessed with this and it’s been guiding my wardrobe ever since. in the end, I severely cut down my wardrobe and tried to get it to a uniform. I wasn’t able to go all the way to one outfit only (although I tried) because I have this *horrible affliction* of loving to express through clothes. I’ve realized that when it’s at its best, my relationship with clothes and wanting to play with what I wear doesn’t come from the desire to be one trend or be better than someone else – rather when the relationship is right I use clothes as a creative outlet. but unlike in my junkie days, there now is a control to my clothes, an appreciation for craft and a distaste of the rampant consumerism I fell into. I now very readily wear the same thing over and over again without giving it a second thought.


I think I have an idea of my ideal shape now it's just a matter of creating it and getting rid of the rest and quit playing this game. Here's another great blog post about the topic, by a woman I admire. I worry sometimes that when people talk about how anti-consumerism they are it becomes a high and mighty gloat trip, but this girl makes me want to better myself. This post also makes me want to up my repertoire of useful skills.  More blog posts to come about said skills I hope to obtain.

Keri Smith, regarding things:

Other items that we have acquired that can last for many years and/or be repaired, leather shoes, wool mattresses, wool bedding, hemp clothing, bicycles, canvas quilts, cast iron pans/pots, canvas bags, the 1960’s sewing machine, guitars, amplifier, wooden furniture and more. Interestingly these are all things that we love and care for on a regular basis and in turn we enjoy using them so much more than things that are not designed to last. There is a solidity to them, they are often more tactile (feel good in the hand), and the necessary process of caring for them (oiling them, or cleaning them) causes us to be mindful and appreciate them on a regular basis. This leads to greater enjoyment in the long run.

Get rid of your junk. Do it because you want to cleanse, because you realize you're free without them. Whatever the reasoning, don't only get rid of your junk, but quit buying junk. That's the real test. Anyone can clean out a closet, because it's all too easy just to fill it up again. Once you establish a mindset that's grounded on the premise that we're being fed junk as a culture it becomes easier to resist junk.

It's all about simplicity, yeah? Keeping things simple is so underrated.

Be free!
-Eve

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